I.
It's Christmas break. I'm halfway through my 16th year of teaching.
I thought I would be better at this by now.
Oh, don't get me wrong. I know I'm a good teacher. I accepted that after the first decade or so. (But even that was hard for me...as a Dutch Calvinist, it's in my cultural DNA to not think too highly of myself--total depravity and all that.)
The thing is, I'd love to be a GREAT teacher!
How do you become great? I read a lot. I try new things. I refine things that are working well. I stop doing things that are clearly ineffective. I talk to colleagues and find out what they are doing that engages their students. I reflect on my own teaching practice.
Am I better at this than I used to be?
Yes.
But am I "great?"
Nope.
And while I keep working on it, striving to improve, I'm not sure I'll ever be a great teacher.